I feel tired all the way right now .

But tell me . What can I do ?
Everything I do for you have you care?
You just sit there and do nothing .

I always waste my time on you
You fool non-stop tell me the same thing .

Will you ask yourself why ?
I'll remind the same wait for you no worry .

My feeling for you is still here . 

感觉好累……
虽然分开了，可是我偶尔也会想起你
为什么要留下那些伤痕和不快乐的回忆给我？

每次都是我先找你聊天的 其实我们已经没有话题了
可是我也不停的在说笑话 ，说废话 只为了可以和你聊一聊
为什么你一次又一次破坏我们的话题？
分手了　你说会回到从前那个我们……
那么快乐，一起疯狂　，　一起难过　，一起微笑的　
4年的友情 就这样没了……

这一次，是你先找我聊天……
我只是和你开玩笑 你就一句那么认真地说……
那句话有骨的 我不是傻得 我还分得清……
你说我们是朋友 我们会是最好的朋友
好朋友 ？你对好朋友就是这种语气吗？
你有没有想过我的感受？又没有想过 我是如此的难受 ？

我每一天上网 第一件做的事就是看看你的面子书
有没有什么update了…
睡醒第一件做的事 就是看看手机是否会有你的信息...
睡觉前第一件做的事 就是 看着你最后上whatapps是几点
夜了 就会发信息说声 早点睡 晚安 ~
我已经很努力逼自己不再找你了…
告诉我，我该怎么做？

我不介意帮你做好一切
我不介意每天帮你打扫房间 ，洗衣服 ，煮饭……
我不介意 你和前度那么亲密
我不介意 你陪别人多过陪我
我什么都不介意 
为什么我做怎么多 你还是要离开我 ？
我没有常常开口说 我爱你
可是我做的一切 已经为我自己表答了我对你的爱 
你是在装傻 还是真的笨 ？

可是 ，我想说…………………………
这一刻开始　我不会再想你了　我不会再打扰你的生活
我不会再像傻瓜一样为了要你开心就做傻事　
我不会再为了你的一句话不开心，不会再为你哭
而你再也不需要我了……我会离开
我不会后悔的 ，因为我已经为自己努力了 努力地挽回我们的感情
是你放弃了 ，所以 结束了 ~


现在我会跌倒 我会記牢
就算我再跌倒 淚不會掉
就讓我跌倒 我會微笑着去面对……  

7分爱ta；3分留己。

我一定很爱很爱很爱他。

爱到，可以为了他抛弃一切；

爱到，可以为了他失去所有的朋友；

爱到，可以为了他而放弃自己的理想；

爱到，可以为了他连自己的命都不要；

爱到，可以为了他而彻彻底底的改变自己，

爱到，可以为了他而和最爱自己的父母吵架；

爱到，可以为了他毫无顾忌去做他想做的事情；

因为很爱很爱他，所以自己会随着他而变。

他开心，自己就开心；

他难过，自己更难过；

情愫跟着他的变化而变化。

然后开始喜欢上，他喜欢的东西...

开始喜欢上他喜欢的颜色，

开始喜欢上他喜欢的水果，

开始喜欢上他喜欢听的歌，

开始喜欢上他喜欢的篮球，

开始喜欢上他喜欢的地方，

开始喜欢上他喜欢的电影，

开始喜欢上他喜欢的体育，

喜欢上有关于他的一切的一切...

渐渐的自己变了，变得很听话，很听话，对他唯命是从；

在自己的心里，他占据了全部。

渐渐的自己变了，变得更在乎更在乎更在乎他，

看到很多很多比自己漂亮的女孩喜欢上他，

开始不停的害怕，害怕他喜欢上别人，

看到他的优秀，而自己那么差，害怕他的嫌弃，

于是自己不停的改变，改变，改变...

渐渐的自己变了，变得更加贪心，贪心的想要他的全部；

看见他和别的女生嬉戏，自己的心好痛好痛。

于是，自己开始不停的吃醋，吃醋，

到最后变得很很很很很无理取闹...

开始不停的争吵，

到最后的最后，一句：“我们不适合，我们分手吧！”

一下子把自己的所有坚强都在一瞬间崩溃了，

彻彻底底的把自己打入深渊，万劫不复。

从此以后，

微笑不再洋溢在脸上，

开始变得颓废，没精打采，

开始迷失了道路，

忘记了自己该干什么，不该干什么，

开始喜欢听伤感的歌曲来麻痹自己，

一边听，一边流泪……

从说分手的那刻起，自己不在是自己，

关了自己的心，禁止所有的人再次进入。

错过了，自己真心爱的人

爱一个人爱七分，把三分留给自己，别让自己迷失了道路，

结束

一切结束了

一切也和我们想象中的美好结局真的差太多太多了~

虽然满满的不舍，满满的遗憾。。。

但也没办法了~

两个手掌才能拍出掌声~

只有一只手掌是拍不出的~

虽然心很痛

却只能说。。。

看着今天的结局。。。
心里满满的觉得可悲。。。

之前的相爱~谁也没有想过最后会走到这样的结局~

一切会变好的~

我也会让自己变得更好，过得更好~

Sky of Love =)

Nicole With 2011 Years =)

The gentle wind always blow on the road

I want to meet you , But is it okay for such a thing ?

There's small heart beats and our feeling will overlap

I'm just waitting for them to dissolve quietly into each other

Why do people want answers ?

Although I'm happy with this ,

Can you hear the Song of Love ?

It's a small love

In order to smile , it seems we're drawn close

By your tender sound

Time flows , Dream flows

They change various shapes

I'll be fine , right here with you ....

You become aware of the voice that you're calling

I reach my hand out to the thing I lost

Why does this mark the end of time ?

But I'll still continue to follow the sky of tomorrow .

During that day with the stars ,

I shed tears

It's sometimes a distant hope

I'm probably trying to grasp unreasonably

While laboring with my hands

I'll become more confident in a small love

Rather than a big one ;)

Someday when the flowers are blooming

A great love will grow

In order to sing , In order to play

The two of us will become close

We'll laugh together , I'll be fine ;)

Have Said Goodbye ❤

The day was dawned , It's raining and you've gone

I'm clear , my love was lost

Falling leaves fell asleep on the lake ....

Want to release , but I can't , my tears are floating

Can you see ? Can you see ? You cannot ....

I pretend that the pass was unimportant

But I found I can't do that ....

Having said goodbye but I've found I can't see you anymore

I can't just lose your smile like this

Your lipstick still stayed at the edge of the table ,

But I can't find you anymore ....

What would you think if we exchange our characters ?

Having said goodbye but I've found I can't see you anymore

Could we just refrain from our hurts and tears ....

You've said you could stay with me forever but where are you going now ?

Give me a HUG even if a minute or a second ....

Your smile , your kindness are keeping revolving in my hearts ❤

My hands can't forget the temperature of your hands ....

My heart is broken , I can't pick my heartbeat before

I'm so sad for the pass that I don't have strength to escape

I miss you so much ,
where have you been to ?
Such a long time I didn't see you

Have you miss me like I do ?


I though you're perfect to me

But Now I realise you're not
I though you're the only one for me

But Now I realise It's all LIES


Everytime I can't stop to think of you
But you just let off your hand and do nothing
You just stand there and see Im crying for you
Im sorry , My heart too soft ..I cry like a baby for you .


I always love you much more than anything
But you'll never know .
You're precious to me , You're special to me

Baby ,Can you feel my heart ?

________imma bitchies ツ

Never Had The Courage..

I’ve dialed your
number, half a thousand times.
Hoping just to hear your voice on the other line.
I never had the courage to finally make that call.
I've been missing you so much,
Have you been missing me at all?

I need you here now, more than ever before.
Cause if you’re not by my side, then tell me what is worth living for?
I never had the courage to tell you how I feel.
But honestly I've always loved you and I promise I always will.

Don’t take your time coming home tonight.
Cause every second wasted I’m here holding on for life.
And with every breath I take I pray you’re fine.
That I’m the boy you can’t get of your mind.

I never had the courage to tell you this before,
But every day away from you just makes me love you more.